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Jun. 8th, 2006 | 09:13 am

Good news or bad news first?

Bad news. Tony was reading my LJ and he sort of found out that i lied to him about the whole Tony/Tom dilemma...something i had forgotten about because things were gonig so perfect, and i was happy.

Good news: Apparently he forgave me as soon as he read about it...although obviously he had to talk to me about it and find out why i had lied to him. Everything's fine between us though, still as perfect as ever. I love him, he loves me.

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Ok just a quicky..

May. 11th, 2006 | 03:05 pm

Think this is true?

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

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Pooeh..

May. 11th, 2006 | 02:11 pm
mood: aggravated aggravated

Ok, so it's a month exactly untill i turn 16. Okay:Okay.
Birthday Wishlist:
1) Money towards a laptop
2) Money towards the trip to spain
3) an MP3 player
4) Money towards...well, just money really.
Meh.

It's Joes birthday today. I made him a lil card during maths, and he's havving this massive party on Saturday but i don't think i'll be going.

Hannah's Birthday on 18th May. Absolutely noo idea what i'll get her, Most likely..umm...eghh. A Scowrer would be useful...or some dissinfectant. She could use that at her place. I dunno. I'll think of something for her.

2nd June is Charly's Birthday, and i'm gonna choose one or two of the many books on her wishlist to buy from Amazon. Probably do that tonight, if i can convince daddy to order it for me. Then i'll set up a direct debit into his account. Probably do that anyway, just for the hell of it.

10th June is Thomas' birthday. Not entirely sure what i'll get him...deffinately transfer some money into his account and then probably take him shopping to get a new toy or book..or something. Should be a nice lil outing if Hannah agrees.

11th is mine...already been through that. Planning a meal out with family, and friends over to watch a movie or something, nothing fancy.

July 19th is Libby's Birthday, thinking of an arty-crafty type thing for her. Possibly some Dali or something.

July 22nd is Dads, I'm thinking of a hiking kit or some kendall mint cake, to see him through when he goes away for his sabatical. Also the day i go to spain with Hannah, Mark, Thomas and Jenny.

July 29th is Tony's birthday, i'll find something for him in spain but i also want to get him some balloons. Great news when it comes to Tony. Although he may be moving away soon, (free holidays in Selsey) I said i love him, and he replied with the same! I'm ecstatic!

Soo yeah..currently i'm in child development. There's this fat arse supply teacher all in my face, so i hope she reads this. She keeps threatening to turn the computer off, but i seriously couldn't care since LJ introduced the autosave function.

Plans for later:
Tidy room
Tonys coming round at 4.15,
Joe and Sophie might pop round later,
Cook dinner.

Run out of random ramblings...gotta love ya and leave ya folks!
Jess x x x x x

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Blegh

May. 4th, 2006 | 02:48 pm

Ok, so i'm at school as usual. It's fourth period, nearly the end of the day, as it usually would be. I'm writing my livejournal instead of doing any work, as usual. It's approx.25 degrees! WHAT is WITH that Mr.Weatherman?! Or Mother Theresa, whichever you prefer. I'm loosing out on sleep because of friggin bad dreams, im tryin' ter concentrate at school because of exams, yet SOMEONE is shining a lightbulb on the top of my head perminately. What's the deal with that dude? Who has it in for me? On top of that i've been hormonal for the last week, snapping at everyone, ignoring my parents and generally screwing everything up. I'm fine Ma'm, how the fuck are you coz i don't give a shit!

So...deep breath..things are going awsome with Tony, we've seen each other almost every day for about a month now, i think i'm getting a wee bit atached. EPIC!EPIC::: I have a new cold sore making itself at home!!! Anyway, back to Tony and I--he's making me do like loads of work and i have to get of the PC.

Luv ya all lots xxxx

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Apr. 27th, 2006 | 02:39 pm

Yup, School seems to be the easiest time to update my LJ...i wonder why! *coughcoughsplutterchoke

Love Life update is waaay overdue, so here goes!
Yuh know the whole thing with me and tom going out, but me going on a date with Tony? Situation comPLETEly changed. Let me explain. I started spending waaay more time with Tony after that date, particularly because Tom was in India with his dad. Re-Wind to the date with Tom: We went bowling, had fun, all was fine and dandy. Only problem is that we were hanging out more as just friends, and i didnt feel like a relationship would really work with him SOOO on the Wednesday after he got back from India, i broke up with him. I guess it was also because me and Tony have become shockingly close within two weeks, we started seeing eachother, and now we're together. It's like...woah man!
Love life update complete!

So yeah, right at this moment i'm in a child development class, in a right hissy fit because the stupid teacher says we can keep these revison guide books which are actually pretty decent, BUT we're not allowed to take them home until we leave school. HOW FLIPPING POINTLESS IS THAT?!?! I mean, come ON! I'm just starting to get more motivated to do more revision and stuff at home, this is NOT the kinda encouraging support i was expecting! I don't HAVE any material to revise from for child development at home because we're not allowed to take our folders home either, so really i can't see what her fooking idea is! HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSED TO REVISE!!! ARGHHH! Yeah, i'm not a happy bunny at the moment!

Moving swiftly on...My plan for the rest of today:
+ Catch bus into Camberley Town Centre
+ Skipedeedo to the bank coz i got paid on Tuesday WhOoOoOo!
+ Withdraw £30
+ Pay for mum's altenburg, and give parents the change out of £20
+ Buy a new fountain pen
+ Go home
+ Get changed
+ Tidy the messy corner of my room, at the end of my bed
+ Go to information evening at Farnborough Sixthform
+ Do some history revison
+ Call Tony, possibly invite round

Five minutes left of the lesson, so here's the formal goodbye:
Gotta go, luv ya all lots
x-X-x-Jessie-x-X-x
x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x

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Whoooah..

Apr. 26th, 2006 | 12:41 pm

So yeah..it's that time of year where everything goes by in a blur...i've only just started realising what a noggin i am for completely freezing i my spanish oral exam yesturday...i was stuttering for about two minutes, i'm screwed with spanish.
ICT to do list:
Complete unit Five Pre-prepared Coursework
Complete Website Design work
Complete a spreadsheet
Complete a graphics project (my weakest point everr!)

Yeah, apart from ICT and the odd bits of Science here and there i'm through with coursework. I just need to do making yoghurt and then this other one thats like two years old and i never did it. Ohwell. Have already started Revision, since i break up on the 19th of May for exams.

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Mar. 29th, 2006 | 07:39 pm
mood: giggly giggly
music: Oasis - Today is gonna be the day

Ok this is long overdue, but i've been busy. I still really can't be bothered, but heck, got nout else to do. Major problems have occured since last update, and the Love Life area seriously needs updating, so i reckon i'll start with that.

As you all know, Tony asked me out on a date for last saturday, which kinda went pear-shaped because my sister had planned a girly night in to watch the new Harry Potter film. It resulted in Tony coming back to my place for dinner, which was really awkward. Just to get things straight, i've had it from Tony's mouth that he only wants to get to know me, no other intentions what-so-ever. That's what Richards told me aswell.

Now things get complicated. Tom asked me out (as in girlfriend) last thursday, pretty much straight after i'd written that looong entry, where i wasn't entirely sure that he liked me or not. But he does, and now i'm going out with him, and we're going bowling on Sunday. The other problem is that i've double-booked myself for sunday; because i'm supposed to be going out for a lunch date with Tony to make up for the mess of last saturday. So not only am i going on a date when i have a boyfriend, but i'm supposedly going to be in Bracknell and Camberley at the same time, with two guys who are completely crazy about me. Oh Shit, what the hell am i supposed to do?

I talked to Richard about it, and being the asshole-y type guy that he is, he messed me around for absolutely aaages and then finally gave me some good advice, telling me i should get to know tom and tony much better before i make a decision as to who i'm gonna ditch, and who i'm gonna stick with. Either way, i want the other one as a friend.

So yeah, my life is pretty stressed at the moment, but i'll live. One good thing i can focus on is that Tom and i kissed properly with tongues and all for the first time today, and it was quite special because, although rushed, it was his first ever propper kiss, and he said he'd been waiting for it to be with me for over a year, because that's how much he's liked me. I know he's a good'n because when i told him all about the whole Leon situation, and me loosing my virginity, Tom was actually really understanding and said that he didn't have a problem with it. Sooo yeah...new status:: Taken!

Oooh, and you all have to see this absolutely booootiful portrait of me that my wonderful Libby-baby did for me, as well as all the doodles i've got all my friends to do in my notebook, but first, a lil doodle i did myself!

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Next, there's the portrait by libby, which i love!

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Followed by Libby's doodle which started off the craze of getting my much loved Mickey Mouse Diary filled of doodles!

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Sophie's doodle is next! Luv it! :D

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And last but not least, Richard's doodle, which is awsome! (My big bro rawks, luv him!)

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And i reaaally hope this works, coz last time it didnt.

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Wooh..

Mar. 23rd, 2006 | 12:50 pm
mood: accomplished
music: None...at school, no music

Ooohkay. Where to start. Right now i'm at the back of the Business Studies classroom, while everyone else is filling in this revision sheet for st00pid people which i completed within five minutes of being given it. The supply teacher is STILL trying to explain the work, when its soo simple i could most likely do it with my eyes closed.

So, big update aplit into mini sextions is probs best. Start with where i left off. 2005 was a waay bad year for me, and it got worse when i stopped updating this. There was the whole thing with steph and charly, then there was Lee -- who by the way, was a girl in London just pretending to be two boys over the net. How completely twisted and diagusting. Then, there was Scotty. I broke up with him soon after Alten Towers because he lived too far away, but everyone thought it was because of a new guy called Leon.

Leon. haha. NOW, it gets interesting. We started hanging out in July 2005, and i had a huge crush on him. Unfortunately, he had this bitch of a girlfriend called Cheryl. I didn't actually do anything to her, apart from hanging out with Leon occassionally, but she HATED me for it and wanted me dead. Too bad for her. So..End of August/beginning of September, going into yr 11. Also went to Spain for an exchange, but i won't bore you with that just yet, unless you really want to know. 7th Of September i'm babysitting my nephew, Thomas, and Leon's there with me. He asks me out, i'm all happy chappy for a few months.We start doing more...adult stuff, to be polite. December, i go on the pill, completely loose it and then by January Friday 13th he's dumped me saying he 'Can't handle the relationship' basically meaning he's GAY or theres another girl. Good for him.

Right, so now we're back in the end of March, and it is hectic. I have exams coming up in May, and i've had sooo many bits of coursework and stuff. Here's a list of GCSEs i have a chance of getting C or above in, according to teachers.
English
Maths
Business Studies
Child Development
Spanish
ICT (Merit GNVQ predicted)

On top of these, i do about five other subjects. It aint looking good people. Not at all. But what can ya do. I've finally been accepted to Farnborough Sixthform, and my hopefull subjects will be:
Music Technology
Sociology
Business Studies (international)
Either Critical Thinking or English Lit/Lang combined.

I'm still working at the bakery, been there for just over a year now, go me. Steph's moved back down here and started work at the bakery two weeks ago. She does 1-5 on a saturday and gets £3.75 an hour, i do 11-5 on a saturday and i'm STILL on £3.50 an hour. Tell me that SUCKS! Anyway, i have five piercings now, and i'm planning another three in easter, plus my first trip to Camden.

Love Life
Soo....Guys I like:
1)Dino (in Majestix)
2)Adam (In Stationary Box/ on the door at CFC)
3)Tyler (In year nine, awsome mate)
4)Tony (Met him on Monday, he's a genuine nice guy)
5)Wayne (In year nine, but also at church)
6) Tom M (In year ten, cool to hang out with

Guys i have a chance with:
1) Tony (date on Saturday, deffinate update, i promise!)
2) Nathan, but i don't really have feelings for him...he just doesn't get the idea!
3) Tom M (It's pretty obvious he likes me, and i think he was trying to ask me out earlier but his friends kept interfering, bless him.)
4) Jake. Not a relationship guy, but he hit on me last friday when we were in the skatepark. Kinda the rebound guy ya go back to, type thing. No strings attached.

Soo...yeah, that's that. I'm running outta things to say...err...New friends! I've met soo many new friends in the last year! There's Joe, Jake, Fat Man, Big Matt, Hooper, Nadia, Izzy, LIBBY!, Nathan, ***SPIKE***, Jessie,and a whole loada other people i can't remember the name of. OOH, and Tyler, Leon, Tom, Tom, Tony and TOBY. And more. Rhiannon, Rhia...There IS more...MORGAN! AND MORE..

I have a NEW WEBSITE people, go see!
http://dhost.info/activeradio/jess - personal, has all my poetry on it. (Still being developed.)
http://dhost.info/activeradio/jess/useit - ICT coursework
http://dhost.info/activeradio/jess/climatechange - competition entry

So thats it for now, be back soon i PROMISE!! Love ya!!
LAURA LOST HER PRETTY GREEN BUTTERFLY BLINGBLING NECKLACE! :(:(:(
Love ya babies!
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

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Mar. 16th, 2006 | 02:58 pm
mood: amused amused
music: None, im in school.

Wooow...it's like nearly a year man! I'll do a propper update later when i have time..But i'm back!

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May. 30th, 2005 | 09:55 am
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: Good Charlotte - SOS

My my i haven't stopped by here in aaages...Well anyways, exciting news people..I'm goingto Alton Towers with none other than Scotty :D Oh yeah...my friends hannah and sophie are tagging along..but i'm sure they'll give us some time alone together. Ooooh yeah, and i watched scotty on webcam for the first time last night...very..err...interesting...;)

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